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Ive got a lot of sh*** in my head I need to get out...this song was just the tip of the iceberg.

Vs. 1

Ive been called, "the scum of the earth"...a "rotten motherf***er"./
Because I hope you die, and when you die I hope you suffer./
I hail from a land of oppressed and stressed thieves./
I gotta pop pills at night, just to catch z's./
What you thought I was lying when I said I had problems?/
Hoping the answer to solve em' lies at every bottles bottom./
...but I wake up to nothing except a head full of curses./
middle fingers to the sky, I dont pray...its worthless./
Church is filled with circus clowns, searching for a purpose./
emptying their purses hoping heaven can be purchased./
...but im wise to the scheme...so when i die i'll lie between this life and the next...f*** youre lies and broken dreams./

break....

If I hate myself, how could I ever show you love?/
Not even and f***ing ounce cause ive run out, i owe you none../
Holding a loaded gun to your face with no demands...all I want to do is watch your head explode like soda cans./

Vs. 2

Everyone I meet says theres an ugly side of me, so I avoid the f***in mirror cause im scared of what i'll see./
Its just that...i feel trapped...like the walls are closing in./
...so i snap and hang a fagot out to dry like clothing pins./
...and I find it hard to hide the monster inside./
...I guess the best way to describe it, its like jekyl and hyde./
so I step to the side, and unleash the beast./
every motherf***er in my reach winds up beneath a white sheet./
Humankind at its finest is a soul with no remorse./
Paranoid and self-destructive, as cold as a bloated corpse./
Once a man looked me in my eyes and asked what I was on./
I said, "Im sober as a priest, but Ive Been dead since I was Born./