Song was created on the basis for me of ish that happened in the last week, Pos made his on his Decisions, and wa la... Hotnessss XtReMe NeMeSiS first and last, Positive Flow in the middle, Beat made by 5th Element

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Well me and Positive Flow were chat'n and it turned into an agreement on do'n a collab... couple hours later we had the whole thing done...

XtReMe
Life has been real crazy, specially in the last week/
Had 3 crazy things, that almost brought me to the brink/
I thought I was untouchable, like i could barely feel/
But somehow my vision, couldn't see what wasn't real/

Was crazy bout this girl, till we ended up just friends/
So i respected her wishes, but never wanted it to end/
This other girl was feel'n me, but for reasons i pulled away/
Still was feel'n the first, n my boy wanted a taste/

I asked for friendship, but that girl kept trip'n/
But without the first girl, i felt everything was slip'n/
I grabed at sanity, pulled back with an empty hand/
Shoulda never pushed it, shoulda never even had/

Felt i deserved her, but i'll never deserve greatness/
I went for the first string, now stuck with replacements/
Stab in the dark, you're bound to get cut/
But she was worth any grief, that i'll never even shut/


POS
bruising conditions make my ears foolish to listen / cause up to this point, i've made a lot of stupid decisions / movin' backwards....let me tell you, life is a chess game / despite the work i'm puttin' in, i'm fightin' for check mates / i just wanna be a king enslavin' the pawns / there's a label apon me every time i'm makin' a song / i never went to college....instead, i'm provin' it might show / that i was better off doing music and live shows / the benefits are yet to be reaped / my brain is taking vacations, but all the while it's lettin' me speak / i've been f***ed over at times without stoppin' to bleed / hardly rich, i'm just the middle man caught in between / with a pay stub as proof....they don't like my thoughts / keepin' me down, i can't count how many times i've fought / for every penny and dime, it's taken plenty of time / the grindstone is lookin' soft, shit, i'm ready to shine


XtReMe
Remember the second girl, that never got touched/
Homeboy hooked up, and things got all f***ed/
He wasn't answering calls, was busy get'n laid/
I was worried dearly, my best friend was bi*** made/

She talked to me, and told me reasons he was mad/
It was messed up ish, exagerated just a tad/
Felt it was on me, of things i never knew/
But i finally talked to him, none the sh*** was true/

Was at my fav club, where homeboy works the door/
I was be'n the DD, and I was feel'n really bored/
We were try'n to leave, then fag grabed the first girl/
She said stop, releasing my fury upon the world/

Barely touched em, and he flew back 5 feet/
He got an ego, so i took him to the streets/
Remembered feelings, remind'n me of who i always wanted/
I'll do whatever it takes, decisions leave us haunted/