About refusing to play the victim, to say hit me with all you can I'll STILL refuse to be anything like you

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Inspired by every idiotic putdown, generic moronic abusive monkey-see monkey-do pecking order inflected verbal/physical/psychologicaly motivated attack, every mindless assault, every vindictive wispering campaign, every single word and deed that's been said to and willing done to another in the self serving cause of social standing and ego gratification.

Take everything they give, learn from it, and become something they can never be ....

I'd Rather Be Beaten By You Than Be Anything Like You

every time you - you hurt me
I learn your tricks & I grow stronger
and every time you - f*** me over
I learn your tricks and I grow - stronger

So don't try to control me
cos I'm wise to how you victimize
and now I know how your virus game works
I refuse to be abused by spineless f***ers like you so

Hurt Me - Hurt Me
I've been despised, brutalized and I refuse to be controlled by you
'Hurt Me' - 'Hurt Me'
and I'd rather be beaten by you than be anything like you

So - stick your knife in
spit your poison
I've ceased to be your victim
I've ceased to be your victim
I'm still here despite you
I'll do everything to spite you
get this in your f***ing head
that I am nothing like you....

Hurt Me - Hurt Me
I've been despised, brutalized and I refuse to be controlled by you
'Hurt Me' - 'Hurt Me'
and I'd rather be beaten by you than be anything like you

I know I hate myself but I despise all that you f***ing stand for...


Hurt Me - Hurt Me
I've been despised, brutalized and I refuse to be controlled by you
'Hurt Me' - 'Hurt Me'
and I'd rather be beaten by you than be anything like you


I am not your victim


(words and music (c) Jan 2003 jaSon)