Real deep song. Storytelling type of track. Real powerful beat.

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I don't know how, I should be feeling
In this sudden mess of me
But if that's true, could I have been
So easily forgotten

This my last will and testement, as you know
I'm a spiritual man but not when I go flow
So, throw the light at the end right out the door
Cuz I'm laying in a puddle of blood on this floor
Uh, this ain't like I thought it would end
I knew I'd be young but thought that I could pen
A little more brilliance, a little more words
To carry on my legacy when I fly with the birds
But, that's the nature of this game that I play
Limelight has it's price but ya'll hear what I say
And I know I never blew while breathing this air
But if one person listens then I don't even care
Cuz I wasn't meant for shit, I always spit
Just never had the drive to make a buck with this
Friends and family, shouldn't have to hear this track
Cuz I feel I let em down, shit, matter of fact

I don't know how, I should be feeling
In this sudden mess of me
But if that's true, could I have been
So easily forgotten

Only thing I feared about death was being lost
And forgotten a bit later but I guess that's the cost
I never cared about fame, just wanted to spread
The messages I contrived in this sick young head
So, I ain't mad that I never pushed whips
I'm just sad that no one ever read these scripts
And as I get colder I gotta rush these thoughts
Someone relay this to my moms and my pops
Brother and sis, I love ya'll very much
And to all my friends, that sorta got out of touch
I carry ya'll to the grave, and all the times spent
No regrets, damn, where the time went?
I know how ya'll feel, I've lost close ones too
Seriously, I don't want ya'll to go through
What I did, I don't want tears shed
I want smiles and memories shared when I'm dead
I didn't feel pain on my way outta this place
Just hope, I don't go with a stare on my face
I can't believe this is the end, hope I see...
Familiar faces, wherever I'm going to be
Treat each other well, laugh every day
Love those that deserve it, and don't ever say
A man can't change, just look at me...
I'm sad I'll die before I ever had a chance to be

I don't know how, I should be feeling
In this sudden mess of me
But if that's true, could I have been
So easily forgotten
I don't know how, I should be feeling
In this sudden mess of me
But if that's true, could I have been
So easily forgotten

If these words are played on when I rest below
Hopefully I'll be smiling somewhere on the low
Many times I was saved by ink to a page
Maybe this'll help some of ya'll through the age
I lived the best I could with the cards I was dealt
And kept writing these rhymes regardless who felt
I know this'll be the last I do on these beats
Hopefully I live on when I'm gone and deceased