Produced by Anno Domini.

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[Verse 1]:[Kaotic]

Most of my life the glass was half empty
I look at it now like damn there’s plenty
I’m confident now which is kinda new to me
And the person I’m becoming is finally suiting me

Three months of bliss when one day was rare
Anyone who knows me is definitely aware
I’m too pessimistic to see the bright side
And too indifferent to take the right stride

But you might find, what I’m missin the most
It’s that vision of hope, that’ll keep me afloat
From drowning in misery, and offer me sympathy
I’m constantly bickering, bout the fish in the sea

I wish there would be, a couple in there for me
But all that I see - is heart breaking sadness
Time after time, it continues to happen
Deep down inside, I can’t even stand it

[Verse 2]:[Kaotic]

I’m too weak to pretend that it’s perfectly fine
I’m too weak to confess that it’s hurting inside/
Another dilemma with the same predicament
Explain how I feel or remain indifferent?

I search for answers progressin to write this
To take away a lesson for the rest of my life and/
Learn about myself as I think and reflect
I don’t wish you the best, I hope you’re sitting upset/

Cuz leaving me will be your biggest regret
Just a bi*** to forget, on the list of neglect/
A notch on my belt, and a stab to my heart/
The cards I’ve been dealt, were bad from the start/

I played my hand for all that it’s worth/
It’s no surprise that I ended up hurt/
If time heals all, then my clock isn’t changing
You can’t see the sun when it’s constantly raining/

[Verse 3]:[Kaotic]

It’s over now we’re not talkin again/
Truth be told - I don’t wanna be friends/
I won’t be the guy you can talk to casually
I was stuck in that role for too long, tragically

The past is comin back to me, it’s actually baffling
I’m passively traveling, a pathway of agony/

This shit’s too hard, I can’t stand anymore/
My heart’s been shattered and slammed to the floor
I know it’s happened before, now it’s savagely torn/

So I gotta struggle to piece it together
You say you’ll be there forever? heh, yeah right/
You wouldn’t be there for a day of my life/

Now that you're gone, I gotta stand back up…
Yeah, I had some bad luck, but, see the trick is…
To get rid of all the sh*** and the feelings in the mix/
And experience the bliss without dealing with a bi***/