A song about how I tend to hurt girls by being stubborn and scared of getting close to someone. Beat produced by VTZ. Free for download for a limited time.

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Jaiz
I'm Sorry For...

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime/
I made you cry filling you with pain inside/
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears/
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears/

I told you when we started talking/
Please whatever you do just don't fall in/
Love with me cause I will only cause grief, making
it clear/
I'm not a man who's trying to steer/
His wheels down a road of devotion and love/
Even though I don't know the feeling much I know enough/
That I'm really not a man who can handle/
Such an emotion see I come from a castle/
Of loneliness and isolation cause it's the only place I feel
safe in/
I feel so embraced in/
The arms of the dark cause throughout all these years/
It was the only place that has always been here/
Holding me so very tight in it's grasp/
The way I am now sheds light on my past/
I don't wanna be a man who could hurt someone/
But it looks like I am please forgive me because..

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime/
I made you cry filling you with pain inside/
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears/
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears/

It's rough being up in this spot now/
I'm so used to being the one who gets shot down/
But I don't want you to get the wrong impression/
I'm still feelin' you girl but I keep myself protected/
By vetoing commitments I can't keep/
And not trying to grab the stars that I can't reach/
I can't explain the way that I am cause I can't understand me/
But I know that I'm too demanding/
Of myself cause I wanna be something that doesn't exist/
And I can't turn to God cause I'm in love with sin/
See the demons inside won't let me live in peace/
All I wanna see is bliss in my life but I'm in too deep/
Of a world I created and I hate it/
But I lack the inner strength to kill this inner creation/
It's up to me whether or not I feel elation/
And for your sake I really wish could have made this painless/

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime/
I made you cry filling you with pain inside/
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears/
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears/

Baby don't sweat this boy, you can do so much better/
You got your whole life to fall in love, hope this letter/
Doesn't get you down girl don't be this way/
You don't need a man all you need is faith/
In yourself don't let these other people choose your fate/
Believe me I know I tried to be the guy others wanted to create/
But if you're not content with yourself/
You will never be able to elevate and excel/
To a level that you'll wanna reach one day/
You can go and pray and attend church every sunday/
If there is a God there's only so much he could do/
It's hard to believe that your world could change if you don't believe in you/
Our biggest obstacles are ourselves/
I mean life is all about dealing with the cards we're dealt/
I stress don't deal with life the way that I do, and be a coward/
Allowing this world to have the power/

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime/
I made you cry filling you with pain inside/
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears/
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears/