*featured tune 8/06* Aarion Lee/Lora. excellent tune dealing with the dangers of persciption drugs

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putting on the show that i'm over my urges
but what's that with twice daily purges?
each day it feels like my brain attacks
what's there to show that i've come back?
i'm sitting so numb and alone
covered in sweat, yet cold to the bone
many scars adorn my wrist
a new one each day, adding a twist
speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth
each night i awaken at least 5 times
all before my alarm clock chimes
each day a flashback from my past
or maybe for my future, it's a forecast

speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth
I got pills hidden around my room
down 2 at night, and one at noon
always yearning for an overdose
even knowing i'll end up comatose

speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth

speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth speeding toward me is the black train of death
eating at my soul like an addict on meth
i've given up; why should i care?
stains on my clothes knots in my hair
looking at my clothes, they're all rags
and under my eyes, the dark bags