This is a song about first loves...

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This song is more of a memory of what I had many years ago. I've moved on from that...

I could see the tides have changed,
When the world revolves at a different rate and age,
It's a page that I lost in the winds of time,
Thinkin' of the days when you were mine,
I wish I could stand on the East Coast,
And look over the Atlantic to the one I used to love the most,
When an ocean seperates me from her,
I don't even know why I'm still on Earth,
My rebirth is emminent, when I lost my soul three years ago,
I thought I would never grow cold,
But I did, I was in the wrong places,
Going to sin bins, and seeing unfamiliar faces,
I would then go home, warm and still shivered,
'Cause I was near Timberlake, Cryin' a River,
'Cause the dreams of love, were not as such,
They were nightmares, knowing I love her that much...

(Chorus)
If I could see your face now, I would say,
Why I've been acting this way,
It was the days outnumbered, that I lost slumber,
And never was able to recover,
It was the days with you, that I remembered the most,
And now the pain is a lethal dose,
Everyday I still wait for that one last touch,
From someone that I love that much...

It set my mind on a whirlwind, and no where to begin,
I was trapped in a hell that you put me in,
I escaped from the depression that I was under,
And it still left me to wonder,
If you were ever gonna come back to me,
Maybe then, you'll cry the tears I had when you left me,
Now you understand that you screwed me emotionally,
I can't remember the time you were with me,
It was the one apology, that I had to forgive,
'Cause you know the damage that it did,
Even though you said it won't happen again,
It may happen when we're together again,
'Cause it felt like you stabbed me right into my chest,
Twisted it around, thinkin' that it would hurt less,
But I've been dead before, and I don't feel a touch,
Until I'm with you, 'cause I love you that much...

(Chorus)

In time, I thought I would be alright,
But I hated the many nights, that I would fight,
To stay awake, 'cause the love I would usually make,
Was with the wrong person, the biggest mistake,
I had to go through them, but it made me hurt more,
And I wish I could love you more than before,
But it hurts me to see what you are up to,
Every day, I wish I could still be with you,
You're doing big things, and they don't involve me,
From here, I can easily see,
That every time that we chat, you still have feelings,
I wonder if you still love me, after everything,
That has happened in the past few years,
I know now that we shedded the same tears,
And in time, it took us a long time to realize,
That the love we shared, was for the rest for the rest of our lives...

(Chorus and then fade)