Deep track bout my son. Expresses my feelinz on losin my son -n- what it migth b like if he was here. Third verse directed towardz Katrina, tha bitch who woulda been his mother if she wasn't a retard.

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verse 1: awDyo
ayo i shed a tear while rehearsin dis verse.. so very long awaited was ya birth on dis earth..
but death came quick, not even a hearse or a church.. my first born seed, -n- so perfect ya worth..
i carry my son in my heart till i lurk in tha dirt.. speakin wordz from within till it hurts 2 disperse..
tha wordz of a man, -n- do dez birdz understand.. how it hurts 2 c tha death of tha first of ya clan..
tha birth -n- life of ya kin, u jus can't replace.. makes my eyez water up like heavy windz on my face..
how can u grin -n- displace, tha sinz of ya haist.. Lord lemme know, is dis ur opinion of fate?..
-n- maybe it's good u neva saw dis section of crime.. ressurrected in time, i dedicate tha best of my rhyme..
we all destine in time, jus 2 exit tha mind.. my son's wit Pac -n- Big, -n- plus tha rest of tha fine..

Chorus2x: awDyo
my advice 2 my son, Andreious.. trust no bi*** cuz they only wanna play us..
keep away from tha block unless u playin it smart.. i keep ya name in my head, u convey in my heart..


verse 2: awDyo
Lord knows i wish dat u could witness dis life.. show u right from wrong, how 2 seperate a bi*** from a wife..
spank dat ass if i ever caught u hittin tha pipe.. tearz glisten -n- light, -n- dis isn't right.. (damn)
so often i'm greivin, u supposed 2 b walkin -n- speakin.. instead i'm cryin over u, steadily coughin -n- weazin..
i shed a tear, told myself it's all in my head.. cuz my son's up in Heaven, now he walk wit tha dead..
at night i got visionz of cradlez rockin, a fatal option.. tha pain got my heart pumpin like a stable boppin..
when tha doctor discovered tha news, he hit me.. -n- then my whole world collapsed -n- did a 360..
i'd trade anything in dis world 2 have my seed wit me.. -n- if u can relate, then u can greive wit me..
emotionz hittin short like tryina spar wit a migit.. tha only one i ever cried 4, my heart is so frigid..

Chorus2x: awDyo
my advice 2 my son, Andreious.. trust no bi*** cuz they only wanna play us..
keep away from tha block unless u playin it smart.. i keep ya name in my head, u convey in my heart..

verse 3: awDyo
how can u have a miscaririage? girl daz a discrace.. bi*** u killed my son, so i spat in ya face..
how come i aint' raisin my seed? daz a pain -n- disease.. bi*** i hope u die, from tha razor u bleed..
but death is final, -n- conditionz is aweful.. -n- dat b jus wrong 4 me 2 wish it upon u..
but i know what all dez other bi***es a call u.. since u purposely killed my seed wit my kisses up on u..
u didn't know, u was my queen -n- my love.. had a life inside ya stomache, but ur fiendin 4 drugz..
i turned my back -n- put my trust in u.. made a mistake 4 even f***in u or touchin u or lovin u.. (damn)
u had a seed on tha way but couldn't keep ya head up.. -n- now u smokin crack cuz u's a slut -n- gettin wet up..
nobody even wants 2 know u, cuz peep what u did... u murdered ya own blood, -n- now u pleadin tha fifth..
now ya eyez is distant, i wish i could fix it.. but i jus can't forget about my unborn infant..

Chorus4x: awDyo
my advice 2 my son, Andreious.. trust no bi*** cuz they only wanna play us..
keep away from tha block unless u playin it smart.. i keep ya name in my head, u convey in my heart..